Remember when I was like October is my favourite month, I’m so excited for this month, it’s going to be amazing? Yeah, turns out the universe took that as a challenge and was like “you wanna bet?” In the end, this month has turned out to officially be the worst month of my life. Truly, the worst month I have ever had in my entire existence.
Between my tongue being messed up because of my B12 deficiency (my fault I kept forgetting to take my supplements) which will take months to heal, feeling like I’m taking two steps back with my therapy and healing journey, and reading two of the worst books I’ve ever read, this month had no chance. And all those things are just the tip of the iceberg. A lot of stuff I can’t share on here has happened too that has thrown me off.
For whatever reason, this month has truly decided to kick me in the crotch and spit in my face. If you’re putting the evil eye on me, please stop. You win, okay?
But the silver lining is that I have friends and family that constantly check in and go out of their way to look out for me. I am so grateful for each of them. I know I’m bad at replying, I want to be alone when I’m sad but the fact that they stick around is amazing.
And this isn’t a pity party post, life will go on. I just needed to rant and it’s 2026 which means I’ll do it on the internet. So yes, it’s been the worst month of my life and there’s still over a week to go. You know what? Just wake me up when October ends.
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