I don’t have much to say because it’s been a pretty long week if I’m being honest. You guys know I like to keep it real on the blog and if I’m keeping it real I’ll admit this has been a bad week actually. You know what’s really difficult? When you go out of your way to better yourself and your life but other people go out of their way to ruin your life, progress, and happiness.
When it comes to narcissistic abuse, people talk about relationships or parents who are narcissistic but not many people talk about what it’s like being stuck with narcissistic siblings. Because they’re family, you can never fully get away from them and they get some kind of sadistic kick from going out of their way to ruin every good thing in your life.
October was supposed to be a really good month. My debut novel is on sale, I finally finished the first draft of my second novel, I have more time for hobbies. But instead it has been overshadowed by horrendous behaviour which had caused both mental and physical health issues for the last few days. That’s why I haven’t been able to post as much.
I know I shouldn’t let narcissists control my behaviour. That I should focus on the positive. But life feels bleak right now. It is what it is. Don’t worry too much though, I have a therapists appointment next week which I’m sure will help. And time heals all wounds eventually. But right now, it sucks. It is what it is.
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