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Standing On A Ledge

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I stand here once again

My mind barely sane

I always find myself at this ledge

And each time I pledge

To never come back

But life sometimes gets off track

A part of me wants to jump off it

And the other part wants me to hit

The reset button life and start over

As I stand here and hover

Contemplating my life

My heart feeling like it’s been stabbed by a knife

The sun begins to shine once more

I jump off the ledge and begin to soar

I’m finally free

I can finally be me

I can finally be happy

About The Poem:

“Standing On A Ledge” was inspired by some inner work I have been doing recently. I’ve talked about this on earlier posts, but currently my therapist and I are working on healing old wounds and reconnecting with my inner child. As someone who has depression, I do have depressive episodes and those can feel like standing on a ledge.

However, over time I have learnt to get better at handling them. Even if it does feel like standing on the ledge, I’ve realise that jumping of walking back aren’t always the two options. As we heal our old wounds, we begin to free our heart and mind. The anger and hurt that we spend so much time and energy holding on to begins to subside. Am I ever going to be perfect? No. But I can still be the best version of me that I can be. And that’s what I’m working towards right now.

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111 responses to “Standing On A Ledge”

  1. meghanmisguided Avatar
    meghanmisguided

    Finally… finally. Nicely written 💜

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    1. donnajburkholder Avatar
      donnajburkholder

      Wow. You are really good at articulating difficult and complex emotions and making them poetic! That picture is gorgeous too!

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      1. Pooja G Avatar
        Pooja G

        Thank you so much and I love the image too!

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    2. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much 😊

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  2. Daily Interesting Blogs Avatar
    Daily Interesting Blogs

    Beautifully written lines, pooja! Excellent 👍👍👍👍

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much! 😊

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      1. Daily Interesting Blogs Avatar
        Daily Interesting Blogs

        My pleasure! Girl. Stay healthy. Stay happy😊🙏🙏

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        1. Pooja G Avatar
          Pooja G

          You too 🥰

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          1. Daily Interesting Blogs Avatar
            Daily Interesting Blogs

            😊🙏🙏🥰

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  3. John Avatar
    John

    Wonderful words, Pooja. Be well. 🥰

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much 😊❤️

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      1. John Avatar
        John

        You’re welcome! 🥰

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  4. Clurichaun Avatar
    Clurichaun

    Beautiful as always.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much.

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  5. Sadje Avatar
    Sadje

    Instead of being dark and negative, this poem is inspiring and uplifting.
    You’re doing so well by resolving past issues so that you can live in today without extra burdens. Bravo my friend

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much, really appreciate your kind words.

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      1. Sadje Avatar
        Sadje

        You’re most welcome 🙏🏼

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  6. Samuel Marchand Avatar
    Samuel Marchand

    Beautifully written and full of emotion! I love this poem! It captures how we can cycle so much and seem to on a one way journey down but then the unexpected happens and the sun breaks through! 🌧🌦🌞❤️🙏

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much! Yes, life often throws something new our way when we least expect it 😊

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  7. Samuel Marchand Avatar
    Samuel Marchand

    I love this poem! It’s beautifully written and full of emotion. I captures how life can be so cyclical and just when we seem to be on a one way journey down the sun can break through, so never give up, have faith and love life! 🌧🌦🌤🌞❤️🙏

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  8. Nicole Smith Avatar
    Nicole Smith

    I had therapy today. I am glad for the work you are doing on you.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much. Hope your therapy went well too.

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  9. ianscyberspace Avatar
    ianscyberspace

    You are a talented poet

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much.

      Reply
  10. Samuel Marchand Avatar
    Samuel Marchand

    What a very beautiful poem, full of vibrancy and emotion!!! It reminds us to never give up our faith in life. That just in our darkest hour when it might seem like a one way journey down, the sun can break through!

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  11. Samuel Marchand Avatar
    Samuel Marchand

    Oops, sorry for the repeat comments! The comment system seemed to not be working for me so I kept trying but I guess it was just delayed. I’ll wait a bit next time if this happens again.

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    1. Avatar
      Anonymous

      So beautifully written and full of emotion! Thank you for sharing this poem with us, Pooja! ❤️

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      1. Pooja G Avatar
        Pooja G

        Thank you so much! 😊

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    2. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      No problem, WP is having issues these days!

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  12. Steve Avatar
    Steve

    Sounds like you’ve been doing a lot of work I’m glad to know it’s paying off for you.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much. It’s been tough but it’s also very worth it.

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  13. Barney Rubble Avatar
    Barney Rubble

    I always think of book 6 of the Narnia chronicles: The Silver Chair.
    Aslan’s breath blows them off the ledge at the start and carries them to Narnia.
    Hope you are ok. Thanks too, for your support from the start

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Wow, that’s really interesting. I’ve never read the Narnia chronicles although I’ve heard a lot about them. I am and thank you as well.

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  14. Shaunelius Sterns Avatar
    Shaunelius Sterns

    Very nice poem. It’s the kind of poem that make you think about things that need to be let go of so one can be free mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. All of us who struggle with depression can relate to this poem. Beautiful art work.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much. Yes, it’s all about letting go and healing.

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      1. Shaunelius Sterns Avatar
        Shaunelius Sterns

        I have always been able to understand poetry. I haven’t written any lately, but I plan to when I have time.

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        1. Pooja G Avatar
          Pooja G

          I would love to read your poetry when you are able to share it.

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          1. Shaunelius Sterns Avatar
            Shaunelius Sterns

            I just shared one on my site, but I linked it to this one so, you can click on the link I just posted to visit my poetry site. It’s called Love Cascade.

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            1. Pooja G Avatar
              Pooja G

              Oh wonderful, I’ll check it out.

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              1. Shaunelius Sterns Avatar
                Shaunelius Sterns

                Thanks.

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                1. Pooja G Avatar
                  Pooja G

                  My pleasure.

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          2. Shaunelius Sterns Avatar
            Shaunelius Sterns

            It’s titled Loves Cascade

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  15. Destiny Avatar
    Destiny

    it sure is a wow poem, Pooja… more so for the meaning behind it…. hugs your way 🤗🤍

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much, so glad to hear that 🤗

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      1. Destiny Avatar
        Destiny

        🤍🤗🌹

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  16. Jixi Fox Avatar
    Jixi Fox

    I really like this style 😍

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you 😊

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  17. Avatar
    Anonymous

    Nice

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks

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  18. Avatar
    Anonymous

    It’s a good poem, good imagery. When I think about these things, I ask myself, Will I ever be normal? The answer is no. I will never be perfect either but sometimes it helps to be standing on the ledge, because you’ve got learn so much about yourself, it’s always fascinating

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      That’s an interesting way to look at it. I don’t think any of us are “perfect” or “normal” and I agree standing on the ledge helps us figure out who we truly are.

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  19. Opher Avatar
    Opher

    I think we’re standing on that ledge sometimes. Nice one Pooj. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=avX5VlU7MXM

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      True, we all have those moments. Will definitely check out the video!

      Reply
  20. drpoonamchaubey Avatar
    drpoonamchaubey

    Well imagination! potrayed!

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much!

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  21. byngnigel Avatar
    byngnigel

    Thoughtfully expressed PoojaG. The topic demanded it, and you discussed the issue with an honesty and subtlety of someone who is truly deconstructing. Thanks for sharing..and lovely poetry my friend. 💙🙏

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much. I’m so glad you enjoyed it 😊

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  22. simply_mwanza Avatar
    simply_mwanza

    I wish you all the best in your journey of healing and finding happiness.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much, I really appreciate it.

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  23. David Booker Avatar
    David Booker

    I understand how you are feeling. I’ve always hated when people tell me to just cheer up. It doesn’t work that way. I’m glad your seeing someone. Keep at it.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      I agree, people can’t just “feel better” because you tell them to. It takes a lot of work to get to a better place. Thanks so much.

      Reply
  24. utahan15 Avatar
    utahan15

    hole in the sky
    never ask why
    bird of prey
    soars eastern brae
    looks to kill
    the thirll
    of the wind
    and the sight
    of the western valley below

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Well written!

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      1. utahan15 Avatar
        utahan15

        it was a red hawk too.

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  25. BabyFunbo Avatar
    BabyFunbo

    Beautifully written!
    I absolutely love it. 💕

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much! 😊

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      1. BabyFunbo Avatar
        BabyFunbo

        You’re welcome 😊

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  26. A & J PEI Treasures/E Jean Simpson, BEd, BA, MA Avatar
    A & J PEI Treasures/E Jean Simpson, BEd, BA, MA

    Glad you are moving forward and finding something that works for you.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much, I’m really happy to finally be healing.

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      1. A & J PEI Treasures/E Jean Simpson, BEd, BA, MA Avatar
        A & J PEI Treasures/E Jean Simpson, BEd, BA, MA

        That’s amazing!

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  27. runningmoose Avatar
    runningmoose

    Really feeling this. Love the metaphor of standing on the edge, so appropriate. We learn so much about ourselves from going through these experiences. We’re wiser and stronger and more compassionate as a result. But scarred.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much. Absolutely agree, we’re scarred but no longer with open wounds.

      Reply
  28. Eugi Avatar
    Eugi

    Delving into oneself beautifully expressed, Pooja. Energy spent on being happy is wise and helps overcome life’s challenges. Lovely and heartfelt piece. 💖

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much. I very much agree, the energy we put into healing is always a win for us.

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      1. Eugi Avatar
        Eugi

        My pleasure, Pooja.

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  29. CurvyElvie Avatar
    CurvyElvie

    Nicely said

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much.

      Reply
  30. iambrotherlove Avatar
    iambrotherlove

    well written poem., sometimes we all need to jump the ledge to be happy, to grow and heal. we must heal in order to be a better version of ourselves. Which is relatable, one step at a time and you’ll get there

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      I absolutely agree, we all find ourselves on the ledge sometimes. Thanks so much.

      Reply
  31. WonderLesch Avatar
    WonderLesch

    Cheers to soaring high! Beautiful words and a beautiful message!

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much!

      Reply
  32. Janice Reid Avatar
    Janice Reid

    I like the idea that jumping is not to the end but soaring away from the “chains” and “limits” you have placed on yourself. Good poem!

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much!

      Reply
  33. Tamara Kulish from https://tamarakulish.com/ Avatar
    Tamara Kulish from https://tamarakulish.com/

    Wow! Yes, healing is quite difficult as it requires facing the shadows instead of running from them, but then we discover that the past doesn’t have to control us, bind us or dictate our future, and that is incredibly freeing! Kudos for doing the work!

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Yes, it’s tough to come headfirst with our wounds but it’s best. Thanks!

      Reply
  34. Rita Avatar
    Rita

    Beautiful.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much.

      Reply
  35. Belladonna Avatar
    Belladonna

    Hit that reset button as often as you need too! Noone is counting but you, we are hitting it too. HUgs to you my friend.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much! Hugs!

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      1. Belladonna Avatar
        Belladonna

        You’re welcome!

        Reply
  36. Warren Avatar
    Warren

    depression hard to share….and the older we get…there’s a line from a song I heard a lot…..”I can recall a time
    When I wasn’t ashamed to reach out
    To a friend
    Now I think I’ve got
    A lot more than just my toys to lend

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Depression is tough and it gets harder as we get older.

      Reply
  37. Cindy Georgakas Avatar
    Cindy Georgakas

    Open and honest poem and testament to doing the work and healing over time. lovely Pooja💞

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much 😊

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      1. Cindy Georgakas Avatar
        Cindy Georgakas

        You’re very welcome -:)

        Reply
  38. Brian, Snarebox Avatar
    Brian, Snarebox

    We both took a WordPress break at roughly the same time, I was just a few days behind. 😬 I didn’t intend to take a break, actually, I just forgot that blogging was a thing. I also stopped getting WP notifications on my phone for some reason, which is usually the only way I remember to write or read other people’s blogs. One of these days I’ll set up a landing page in my browser. Maybe right now.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Lol WP acts weird sometimes. Yeah I noticed you’ve been missing but I assumed you’ve been busy. We’re both back now I guess 😅

      Reply
  39. Zombie_Girl Avatar
    Zombie_Girl

    This piece was very complex and beautiful. I too struggle with depression and some days are better than others. Interesting how it is all unique and though we may not see it at the time but it hold some beauty.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks so much. Depression is difficult especially when going through depressive episodes. But when we come out of it we learn better.

      Reply
  40. Baydreamer - Lauren Scott Avatar
    Baydreamer – Lauren Scott

    Beautiful poem of struggling and healing, Pooja. Hugs 🌻

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you so much. Also a heads-up the next post I’ll be publishing is a review of your book 😊

      Reply
      1. Baydreamer - Lauren Scott Avatar
        Baydreamer – Lauren Scott

        You’re welcome, and thanks, Pooja! I appreciate that and can’t wait to read your thoughts. ❤️

        Reply
  41. Reaseaorg Avatar
    Reaseaorg

    Lovely poem, and hope your mental health improves 🙂

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thanks, slowly but surely it’s improving 😊

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      1. Reaseaorg Avatar
        Reaseaorg

        Glad to hear it ! 🙂

        Reply
  42. sentikijamir Avatar
    sentikijamir

    Beautiful! ❤️

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      Thank you! 💕

      Reply
  43. Pennize Pics Avatar
    Pennize Pics

    It’s interesting how for your depression you said it feels like standing on a ledge. For me it has felt like I am stuck in a deep dark hole trying to climb out but can’t. Although I don’t feel that bad as often anymore which is good. So, as similar and different as people are, even with depression, people experience it in a similar and different way.

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    1. Pooja G Avatar
      Pooja G

      That’s very interesting. Yes, I think even when you’re diagnosed with the same illness it can look and feel very different for different people.

      Reply
      1. Pennize Pics Avatar
        Pennize Pics

        Yes, for sure. That’s also why it is nice to know people who deal with similar issues. When you know someone, they will usually be there to show you support.

        Reply
        1. Pooja G Avatar
          Pooja G

          True, they know the importance of being there for someone.

          Reply

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